it's been a minute since i posted here. i moved to ramenrabbxt @ twitter, but i have a reason for that.

I was groomed, spent most of my time on here being groomed by my partner at the time who did a lot to fuck me up. he's still a semi-popular artist and ive never made a call out and it's not that i plan to. i have never truly worked through the feelings being that they were never held accountable for all the pain they put me through.

i lost a lot of friends as a kid because they told everyone i was abusive, when i was a kid and they were an adult.

im not sure what to do, or if i should make a post here at all being that it was now so many years ago. its tough to wake up sometimes and remember, and therapy only helped so much.

as far as i know, they've apologized in dms, but it's like i blacked it out because it still sticks with me. maybe because all my friends he made hate me by saying i abused him.

i dont know if i should make a post, if i should reach out to him, to my old friends, therapy hasnt given my the answers and it feels like deviantart is forever cursed for me to use because its a reminder.

thanks for reading, note if you have any questions.